| title: Shatter Me. Feautring Lzzy Hale (Male Version)
artist: Lindsey Stirling
album: Shatter Me
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artist: The Dwarf Cast
album: The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack - Special Edition Disc 1
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Kairi gave a small smile “Thanks but… I haven’t really seen my boyfriend for quite sometime… I miss him and I’m looking after his children.. Our… Children… I don’t know how much more I can take.” Her eyes stung a little as she felt she was about to break down and cry.
♥———A small exhale drew Roxas’ grasp on the delicate shoulder tighter with understanding.❝I see.. I’m sure he’ll return, You feeling like this is only going to make it worse on yourself..❞ His voice trailed off realizing that this girl probably needs comfort, not a lecture. Releasing the redhead slowly he opened his arms offering a hug. ❝I know I can’t do much, but this much I can manage.❞
“… I’m so alone…”
♥———Roxas placed his hand on the girls shoulder. ❝Ya’ know… you’re never really alone..❞ He smiled.
;;I’m so sorry for disappearing for a good while, I hope you all can forgive me for failing to report my leave. I am a worm!! ((Truth be told I kinda lost motive to RP for a while. I’ve been working a lot and couldn’t quite find time to manage my interwebs life as well as my own. Forgive me darlings.<3))
‘I love seeing her like this’
"Yeeaap. It’s all her fault.Now Can I please get back to talking to my friends?"
The door flung open, and the hand on his necklace froze. Wide, emerald eyes were fixed on the pretty blue before him— the very same pair of pretty blue eyes that were lidded with lust and just in his bedroom last night.
This had to be a joke—no, it was a joke. A cruel, cruel joke. Roxas wasn’t the model he was supposed to be going against; Roxas wasn’t the model that Axel was supposed to hate; Roxas wasn’t the model he had the intention to destroy.
Roxas was not the model.
But no matter how many times he internally reassured himself, Axel still couldn’t entirely accept his thoughts. After all, the blond was standing right in front of him, in a dressing room. Axel hadn’t said a word, his mouth left slightly agape as he noticed the makeup crew behind him, waiting patiently.
To confirm his suspicions, Roxas mentioned ‘a prick he was going to be modelling with’.
Now that stung.
After being dubbed a ‘prick’, and then 'babe', Axel’s eyes hardened, narrowing. Now, his mind caught up to what exactly was going on— or at least, he was able to entirely accept what was going on. Roxas was, indeed, the one he was modelling against. Or to put it shortly, his enemy. And after discovering this, a newfound surge of anger towards the blond coursed through him, both his hands now at his sides and clenched in fists.
“‘That fuckin’ prick that you were goin’ to be modelling with’ happens ta be standing right in front of you.” He spat as if the words were acid on his tongue, emphasizing the words Roxas had just said about him prior to finding out that Axel was the model he was up against. Even if he was hurt, he’d never admit it. But even more than hurt, was he angry.
"Goddamn it, you’re the one who was plannin’ on stealin’ my job? My spotlight? What the fuck, Roxas?” His loud, angered tone caught the attention of those who happened to be around. “Ya couldn’t have told me before you slithered your way into my fuckin’ pants?!” Voice now a yell, his tone laced with slight hurt, this latter statement caused some slight gasps around them, and soft murmurs. But he couldn’t care less. He felt pissed off beyond belief, and above all, betrayed.
———The sharp cusses streamed from the fuming redhead leaving Roxas at loss for words. Though Axel’s voice was loud and spiteful, what hurt the most was those gorgeous emerald eyes of his. Once filled with lust and what felt like love, now over flowing with disgust and hatred.
Swallowing hard Roxas’ fingers curled into a tight fist, his knuckles turning a pale white as something within the pit of his stomach boiled. Nostrils flared angrily at the others scene the blonde clenched his teeth doing what he could to bite back something he’d regret. It didn’t seem like his temper would hold out much longer.
Of course there was a small bit of regret already within Roxas, if he’d known Axel, the man that he’d nearly gave himself too the previous night was the guy he’d be meeting today… he wouldn’t have been nearly as much of a prick as he has been. Though now there’s no turning back, this is not one of those situations were he’d apologies profusely, now with that face. Staring hard as the redheads features, features that looked near ready to knock him out, all they did was enrage the young model more.
“You know Axel, maybe if you got off your fucking high horse, you’d remember you also had plans to destroy the new guy, Okay?” His voice was sharp. “But of course you wouldn’t remember right? because it’s all my fault, isn’t it?”
The scene became almost that of a lovers spat, the two arguing gathered the attention of wandering eyes and those with far to much time on their hands. The on coming crowd just made Roxas fight back just as hard, especially as Axel’s tone grew louder, there was no way in hell he’d back down from this. That’d give the redhead exactly what he wanted, and there was no damned way that Roxas would give him that give of pleasure. “Don’t you fucking’ dare pin this on me! Neither of us had a damned clue who we were modeling against, and it’s only natural i’d want to make top model in a new city! Are you fuckin’ stupid!? Get real, Red!!” He spat the mans nickname with spite. “For all I know you knew exactly who I was! And you just slept with me to butter me up! Huh?? If that was you do with all these fuckin’ models huh? Give them an orgasm and think they’ll hand the position over? Well you’ve got another thing coming, Ax.”
Roxas continued to hit below the belt, he was hurt.. wounded even that Axel accused him of knowing exactly who he was. He’d never have kept it a secret, he’s not that heartless. Now Axel here, going on about the night that Roxas treasured so much sparked something personal within the him. It was a precious memory, now with the two of them like this… it’d probably remain just a memory.
“And if I recall correctly there was no slithering into your fucking pants, Axel. You gladly ripped them off for me!!” His voice louder then the next the anger bringing his face closer the redheads. “Grow up, Axel.. “ His voice faded and his eyes narrowed. “…If you think for one second this changes my mind about destroying you, you’ve got another thing coming. You’ve just dug your self a grave, babe.”Roxas’ nostrils flared once more before scoffing and looking the man up and down. “See you at the shoot.” He slams the door.
I will be better then anything he ever was that-.. that..heartless traitor.
Just like that, Roxas was gone. Axel hadn’t even taken into account what the other male had said about ‘a new sleaze who he tended to destroy’, and went about his morning as he normally would. However, this time with the blond occupying a good portion of his mind.
And here Axel was, now preparing to get himself dressed for heading to the studio today for the shoot. Apparently, he was going to be meeting his new competition, as his agent had told him.
The same very competition which Axel had the intention to destroy. Who did he think he was, trying to take Axel’s spot? He damn well had it secured, and wasn’t going to let some newbie just swoop on in and take it.
Axel had the decency to wear a button down shirt, though he should’ve worn something different; something that didn’t show his neck like his. Sure, it wouldn’t matter once he was actually modelling because he’d be in nothing but underwear, but his manager? He gave Axel absolute hell. Scolding him for the multiple markings dotting over his neck, to be specific; telling Axel how he was a model and it was important to not mar up his skin; warning him to be careful with who the hell he slept with. If it weren’t for him, Axel would’ve walked out his place shirtless for all he could care.
And of course, he could only groan, wave a dismissive hand and utter an equally as dismissive ‘yeah , yeah’, before getting along with things. Axel liked his agent; appreciated him, he truly did, but some things he just couldn’t bring himself to care.
Though after all, he did need to look his best today. He’d have to put this new asshole in his place. With an annoyed eye roll, Axel was seated in the dressing room and allowing the makeup crew to begin to cover up the evidence of last night, each with a small blush as they did so. But Axel was rather indifferent. A shrug of his shirt, tossing it aside, they worked on the large scar on his back.
However, before getting into whatever he was to wear today, he decided to to pay this new guy a little ‘visit’. Their shoot wasn’t to begin as of yet, so with that, he stood himself up, still shirtless simply because he could give the new guy a bit off a whiff of what he was going against; to intimidate him.
Directed to the dressing room where the new model was currently residing, Axel knocked on the door, wearing a small smirk as he absentmindedly fingered the chakram on his necklace around his neck as he waited.
——— ~Knock knock knock~
"Let the games begin." Roxas inhaled deeply removing himself from the comfort of his make up seat. Eyeing the door he approached it and placed his hand on the knob.
At this moment the thoughts in his head went wild, just who could this guy be? What was he like? And would he be able to beat him? His mind had been occupied with thoughts of his precious redhead all day, and at this very moment, he’s allowing himself to under go the pressure that he should’ve long ago. Nearly laughing at his mind set he shook his head.
One last look at his own appearance in the full length mirror he grinned and brushed his golden spikes back slightly to show off his stunning blue eyes, those were always one of his strong points. Inhaling once more he quickly turned the knob and swung the door open.
His eyes looking straight ahead, a beautifully pale body was directly in his line of vision. Before he could even look up to view his rival he took a moment he gave his eyes a moment to explore almost every muscle this slim torso bared. Blinking a few times his breath slowed… “Wait.. a minute…..” His voice was low when Roxas’ blue hues slowly.. slowly moved up the body.
"Ax…el..?" The thought slowly processing in his head his nostrils flared and his eyes widened. “Axel! What the fuck! You scared the shit out of me… I thought you were the fuckin’ prick I was going to be modeling with! “ Way to go Roxas… you remain oblivious..
Shaking his head he cleared his throat and looked past the redhead. “Ya know… if you stick around here I’ll get in trouble, I’ll head over later babe.”
this is like walking through dreams
163,000 people to be the first five minutes of supernatural
offduty;; Alright you double decker pig farts. I’m off to sleep, I’ve got work again early. Goodnight, sleep well and I’ll do replies tomorrow <3